My biggest fear is sadly something that is out of my control. My biggest fear is losing someone that I love. As my grandparents are growing older by the day, I can’t but worry that my biggest fear will dawn upon me one day. It may not be soon, but to know that time is actually ticking really scares me.
I am worried that I will have regrets. I am worried I didn’t spend as much time as possible eating with my grandparents because I was out with friends. I am worried that I won’t see them in heaven. I am worried that one of them will have to be lonely one day. I am worried that I won’t know how to deal with it. I am worried that one day, my family won’t feel complete anymore.
As much as I wish I could lift it up to God and trust God’s timing in everything; I really can’t help but fear a little.